ive really enjoyed my holidays! (: it was one of the best holidays of my life...probably because it was so needed XD i can practically feel the mental well-being come as a direct result of it (: And the spiritual well-being from attending service every week! (: imagine if you had 2 and a half whole months of completely stress-free living come after 3 years of stress.

And i got to go to the botanic gardens twice (: i love to go there, it's so therapeutic (:
So yes, its high time to work le...getting very very broke already... :/

Started my foundation on 20/4/09...i'll be working in SGH till 20/4/11...awaiting my liberation day from my bond (: Foundation was, not really what i expected, though i knew the first week was going to be filled with lectures, i didnt expect it would be that...boring.

So much so that i actually managed to think and write a poem. Inspired by yellow weed flowers i saw that made me very happy when i went to buy food for teabreak. Shall post it below (:

I think claire will laugh at me again. Besides jolyn, ive not met anyone else that would find a weed beautiful. I realise I hadn't written any poems throughout my poly life. I miss english!

Maybe it was so boring also because im not used to lectures already. I remember trying to pay attention on the 1st day and seeing the slides fly past me without anything entering my head. And the lec hall benches are so hard, they hurt my back :/ i get up and out almost every break i get.

Next wed, we'd be going to the wards already...finally, i will know which is the ward ive to work in for the next two years.

I'd also gotten a scary surprise from NYP. Till now i cannot believe the sequence of events that first made me flow into accepting it. Then even more amazing, getting it. But it is a chance you gave me, so you will provide the ability too (: I'm sure now, after congre meeting, and i shall stop worrying and trust in you. And I say yes.

I know for sure now that's it God-given. Before that, i didnt dare refuse but also worried even when i semi-accepted. XD Do with it as you will, let it be your words. Thank you for this chance to thank you out loud.

I very much want to try to find some way to thank a dear friend too. As for that, it is a second chance to me and I really thank you for it. Help me find the words for everything! In a way that wont offend anybody! Cus I cant do this alone (:

A season of faith is starting. We'll get up and try again (:

Today,
A little weed flower
beckoned from the pathway
With sweet butter-yellow colour
As I was on my way.

I stopped, and looked, and knelt down to see
A dear little white head smile up at me,
surrounded by its petal halo
Of sweet and rich and dear butter-yellow
It gave me a smile, to last the next mile,
You've brightened my day,
Today.

The earth sings. It is so beautiful.
And I can only imagine, how much more beautiful,
You, the creator, will be.
I can only imagine.

A creation speaks of its creator.
It shows a glimspe of what kind of creator made it.
And you, are good.
The earth testifies of it,
And if we do not,
The rocks will shout it aloud (:

~Come taste and see, that the Lord is good, for He taste like honey in the rock~

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