Its been 12 days of hols~

on 10th feb '09, 3 days ago, i was actually BORED. Can you believe it? So incredible. I havent had that feeling from since i entered poly, certainly not during any poly hols which were all busy to the max. Sometimes it even felt like it was over the max. XD

And not even during boring lectures cus if so i would be doing something better or i'd be feeling sleepy and would be drawing on my lecture notes to stay awake or sometimes sleep if im that tired and its that bad. Like the lecturer is reading the lecture notes 'word-for-word in a monotone voice' type of bad.

So yes. ive almost forgotten what its feels like to be bored. And it feels...irritating. really. Like im idling away my time with nothing productive to do. So in other words 9days of purely resting and going out is enough hols from a 3mth-long attachment for me. Interesting.

Also, in other words, high time to start working part-time somewhere.
So, ive been looking for a job. And thankfully now have things to do meantime that keep me from feeling bored (:

Dear God, please help me find a good part-time job that keeps me available for you.
And thanks for speaking to me at cell today. Help me desire for MORE of you! (:
Don't let me be contented with where i am. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen (:

And i, surrender
Oh i surrender
Oh i surrender to You, to You

That i may hear Your voice
That i may know Your heart
That i might see the world
Through eyes of hope
This my prayer O God
This my prayer

2:13 AM;*rainbows*