Yay bye to attachments and work and back to school (: some stability for a while at last (: At least i know roughly what to expect (: Guess work is fine on its own but not with studies/attachment. so amazingly tiring XD After all there's also always church and that cannot and will not be compromised (:

Previous attachment in ward 48, cancer ward was difficult. "You can always trace God's heart" section is all i could say of it...obstetrics was fun (: Watched the actual delivery of a baby...it was super drama and a lot more blood than i expected. It was a forceps delivery and the baby girl is so cute (:

And i bathed and fed babies! wow, i felt so happy there (: hahaha ya for a week its great but imagine working there, day in and day out feeding and bathing and chaging diapers for babies, it would be so boring after a month...quite slack, no wonder the posting is only one week. XD

IMH attachment was surprisingly quite alraight, thanks to great protection from God (: im one of the lucky few who didnt get injured in any way (: the patients are alright when they're not in one of their moods etc. quite nice, and very intelligent people.

The opening speech had started with, 'welcome to the mad hosp-Make A Difference hosp."
Am glad God came through and I achieved that. (:

So for now its back to school...quite glad to be learning things again (: First week still quite slack only two grp mtgs, but all the projects are coming and ive already 4 grp mtgs scheduled next week XD enjoying working with my group though (:

Only 'don't like' skills module...wah sehhhh...first lesson of first day whole class kena scolded and and started learning injections........*speechless* Its just first lesson of first day! Okay back to the strictness of lab skills teachers XD Must tie up my rebonded hair *sobs* and ensure i cut fingernails...blah blah blah....T_T

Okay now have new thing to overcome. Learn to give injections! And i personally used to fear injections like it could kill me or something. Practise val....skills lessons never fail to always really challenge me. rahhh. im going to make sure i learn this really really well! And hopefully my patient will feel less pain (:

I got sponsored by SGH! PTL! (: Can simply study and do church things (: hee i don't have to work anymore (: Thank God!! Happy and relieved (: Except the sunday one..tt's quite fun actually (: Well until end dec at least (:

Thank you God, for your grace to me (: 2 'ask bigs' left (;
And hopefully, a breakthru, with a friend. Or maybe it was only i who thought that we were friends.

dun wanna leave it all behind
but i get my hopes up
and i watch them fall everytime
and all the colours turn to gray
and its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.

i cant help but to go my own way, too.

Your grace will be sufficient for me~*

12:35 AM;*rainbows*