yays! I'm here!!! I miss my blog (: finally..(: gosh...there's like so so much to blog...hmm...last thursday...watched harry potter with my primary school friend...it was fun (: Fleur, Hermione and Cho are so pretty, each in a different kind of way. And Fluer's little sister is so cute!! Cedric is really handsome, haha (: it's such a pity that he had to die. And yes Darren we know he died. :X

Friday: Claire's concert! gosh it was so nice (: especially the last section. And God actually spoke to me through many of the songs (: Most amazing was that the conductor actually closed with a thanksgiving prayer! I think everyone from DE tribe that went were like so amazed. (:

Sat: combined cell (: made me reflect more on the Big Move to Expo. hmm. True that distance isn't really going to affect me. But the Sat plus Sun is probably the thing that would require adjustment. Wonder what weird job I can get next year that allows me to be free on weekends plus weekday nights. Well at least Monday and Thursday nights. But I'm really exicited for Expo. I know that God is really going to bless us. And so all these don't matter that much anymore (:

Then... service! And my fourth or fifth platform. I got...stage fright. hahaha it was expected. But though I made many mistakes, I'm glad for God's presence and the chance to worship him at the last TC service. Going to miss TC...but I know that God has a bigger and better plan in the change to Expo (: Really hope I can dance well for Expo. I always do better at rehearsals then at the real thing. sigh. God...help me to dance well for you...

Oh ya. after service we were hurried into the bus where (thank God!) we were graciously allowed to eat in the bus (: ( we were really superhungry) Then I wanted to sleep in the bus ( was very tired plus I had only 3 hrs of sleep the night before) but then we reached TCT when I had just washed down my dinner with some water.

After that was the rehearsal. Quite tiring by then but still I enjoyed it (: tried to stay awake when I reached home at 11.50am....to pray for Pastor Kong at 3am...which was my slot...but then...at 2 I decided an hour of sleep would be better than nothing...succumbed to my wonderful bed and was relying on Claire to wake me up at 3...but then I overslept...someone called me once at 3.13 am...my phone registered it as 'no number'...why didn't that person call a few more times, I would have gotten up...ended up praying for pastor at another time instead, because I woke up at 4 plus...ohwell. Just hope that Evelyn managed to get up because I didn't even msg her as I was still asleep at 3.30am..then after praying of course I fell back to sleep. hahaha. PIG. slept 9 hrs in all (:

Sun: okay the post is super long le, don't think anyone is going to read it all. But I shall still continue (: yup. I slacked the entire day. read the papers in the slowest time I ever did. (: then in the evening, I......went out. gosh. okay I know I have beenreally going out a lot. I never knew I could go out this much. I just went out last Thursday...but anyway it was for dinner with my parents at Plaza Sing...then we kind of walked around...I ended up in U2 where my mum bought me this nice light purple blouse (: *happy*

I think I'm going to get more clothes with my money...because I would have no uniform in poly next year :( and partly becaus of the move to Expo. after Evelyn's sharing about spirit of excellence..I realised that while I don't wear anything revealing, I do dress rather sloppily...like...tee shirt and jeans all the time..quite 'chin cai' and I've decided I'm going to dress better to meet God (: after all, cell is going to be a different day from service from next week thus it is convienient even to wear skirts. (don't have to sit on the floor) so...there's really no excuse not to dress nicely to meet someone as great as God. And I slept super early. at 10 plus. So.

Today, Monday: woke up at 4.45 am....had 7plus hours of sleep (: then I worshiped...and it was wonderful...should sleep early and get up early more often (: at 6 plus i came online...read DE blog...and devotion #25 really spoke to me...was really touched (: Candy!!!!! thanks for that wonderful devotion (: and yup. need to go and meet someone soon. she has her hairdressing exam and she 's going to use my hair...which is why I didn't cut it...my hair is so long....after today I can go and cut my hair...I hope she won't make my hair horrible...and that she passes her exam...*crosses fingers*

As I come into Your presence, past the gates of praise
Into Your santuary, till we're standing face to face
I look upon Your countenance, I see the fullness of Your grace
And I can only bow down and say

You are awesome in this place mighty God
You are awesome in this place Abba Father
You are worthy of all praise
To You our lives we raise
You are awesome in this place mighty God

7:14 AM;*rainbows*