Yesterday after school I rushed home after lunch to sms everyone then flew to the airport with my brother to meet the Sarah and Julie who were at Mac's in terminal 2. Think my phone bill is super exceded this month. I better not sms for the rest of this month unless absolutely necessary. Anyways. We wrote cards to put in this sweet box that Suzanne selected as a blessing to Candy as she was going to Sri Lanka with SP primers for 12 days to help the tsnunami victims and connect with the primers. I am so going to miss Candy.
Candy kissed me!!!!!eeeekkss!!! And she was wet lah. hahas. Would pray hard for her, the other trainers and primers people. Especially since it's not very politically stable there. Yups. After that I went to pia Biology. I AM SO SUPER STRESSED. Biology 'O's practical next Tuesday on the 18th and Phy/Chem 'O's practical on Thursday, the 20th. I'm finishing the 2 most important chpts for practical today. Memorised almost every word in the chpt lah. Paranoid? I suppose a little. I really want to do very well for my practicals.
Oh! yes. Something important happened yesterday. After I was brain satuarated with Biology Danny spoke to my brother and I. He said a lot as usual. And I couldn't absorb everything as usual. But I was strongly reminded of some things. The urgent vs the important issue and also about being receptive to God's voice. Danny is so wise. I like to just sit and listen and try to absorb what he speaks. haha. Think I can do that the whole day.
Anyways. Was feeling really demoralised earlier on. Turned on the TV while I was eating lunch. And Barney and friends appeared on screen. I know. CHILDISH. But I didn't change the channel. Maybe I was kind of 'xiang nian' being a young child again? Barney and friends were singing the 'insy weensy spider song'. And God actually spoke to me through it!! God is incredibly wonderful... undescribably so!
Yup. This is the song:
Insy weensy spider climbed the water sprout Out came the rain and washed the spider out Out came the Sun and dried up all the rain And the insy weensy spider climbed the sprout again
Then suddenly I thought of how this little spider had climbed the sprout again. So determined and perservering. And God's presence came...then I realised that I was the spider and God was the sun. God will always be there to dry up all the rain. He will always be there with me to help me climb the sprout again. And God was like encouraging me to try again, to press on. Father, thanks for your incredible, sweet and wonderful love. And thank you so much for helping me know that you are indeed near. :)))
I really pray that I would be more and more receptive to God's voice. I'm so happy that I was blessed to hear his voice again. He must have shouted. Thanks God!! :) Hopefully I would learn to hear your whispers too :)
Danny gave me a task. Pray in tongues everyday. Gonna try hard. Okaysss. Biology beckons. Wouldn't blog until after my practicals le.
Once I thought that love was meant for anyone else but me Once I thought that no one knew the way Now that only goes to show how wrong we all can be 'Cus now it seems he loves me more each day
his love is warmer than warmest sunshine Softer than a sigh His love is deeper than the deepest oceans Wider than the sky His love is brighter than the brightest star That shine every night above And there is nothing in this world That can ever change His love
