Was missing lit alot, particulary yesterday. I miss lit and art! Wonder when's the next time I'll get to do some lit and art. Maybe sometime in the 7-month holiday after 'O's? hopefully... I've gotten back a lot of prelim results so far this week. Left with three papers that the teachers have not yet finished marking. I would say that God has blessed me a lot. Must really thank him! Though I could have done better, I know they are quite good considering that I studied last minute for most subjects for prelims.
Am mainly dissapointed with maths and english. I studied like mad for maths lar. But I still failed. 48/100. sigh. Maths is super demoralising, stress generating, sleep inducing and huh! pouting. Claire is so right. But not just about maths. About the truth that we are made to praise God. :) I can praise God whether or not I pass or fail my maths. God doesn't love me because of what I can do. He loves me for who I am. I am not made to be perfect to man. But I am made perfect in his eyes.
Yesterday night God showed me that he has also blessed me with someone who loves me for who I am and not just what I can do. I really thank God for bringing her into my life and placing her as my spiritual mother. Really pray that I would learn to trust in God more. His plans are to prosper me and not to harm me, plans to give me hope and a future...
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.' - proverbs 3:5-6 :))
